Sunday, February 22, 2009

It's been a long week...

This week has been full of some unexpected turns. Money issues and everything else kinda sucks but hey that's how things go. But the hardest thing that's happened this week was losing my grandpa..but at least now he's home. These times are difficult but we all go through them. I know the hardest part for me at least is seeing my dad hurt. I've only seen him cry twice in my life...

I was taught about leaving a legacy for people to follow not too long ago and the way we live our lives represents the kind of impression we leave on people when we finally enter into the kingdom. We all get remembered some how and some way and we all leave some soft of blueprint that others can see. My grandpa left a lasting one which is carried on by my family. I love my family with all my heart.

It certainly is tough right now but we will be alright. We just gotta pray and be strong for each other and know that there is something far more greater than anything on this earth waiting for us in heaven..

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

WOW

Is all i can say about tonight. That was insane.
Tonight at church when bart and i were practicing the songs i knew something was going to be different about the service.
So with that being said i was right during worship God came in and just blew everyone away.
My cousin ryan showed up too but it wasn't just because. He was there because God called him to be there.
I just wanna say how proud i am of him. He fought to get me to start going to church a couple of years ago and it worked and now it's my turn. We all go through things that sometimes causes us to fall off the path and like matt said tonight no matter where you go God will always be right behind you. I had to go through a wilderness and get beaten up and bear scars that i have to wear for the rest of my life, but you know what....I wear them proudly :] and from this point on there is no looking back it's about looking forward to what is going to happen in my daily walk and i'm more excited then anyone could ever know.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Recap on the weekend

the weekend is over. THANK GOD.
i hate valentines day as you can see already.
you females amaze me ha.
anyways i spent valentines gay over at marcus and laurens it was pretty fun actually just chillin and talking about anything and everything haha.
then today i went and saw taken for the second time with ellie, alisha and satan ohh wait i mean vanessa haha. that movie is siiiiick. then we went to dennys....i hate dennys....then silver showed up i miss hanging out with him all the time we used to be best friends.
it's crazy how things change.
and now i think i'm getting sick. THANKS MARCUS. haha.

Saturday, February 14, 2009

YAY

i hate valentines day! : D


Friday, February 13, 2009

It's Friday..

And today sucks. I went to the gym this morning and that's about all i've done. Then my stupid xbox messed up so i have to send it to microsoft to be repaired. AWESOME. not.
Hopefully tonight is fun.
Tomorrow is Valentines Gay. After what happened last year i don't want to even think about this day anymore. I just need to find something to do and keep my mind off of things.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

poop

valentines day is the worst holiday ever invented. yep.

Friday, February 6, 2009

Thoughts and Feelings

Haven't really written on here in a while but here's an update:
Still going to the gym trying to lose weight. It seems to be working so far.
It's raining outside. I hate the rain!
Valentines day is coming up and it's the worst holiday of the year.
Trying to find a job is hard these days but i have to.
I wonder if she knows? i hope not..
Hopefully this weekend is fun because last weekend sucked.
My dog is snoring behind me..weird
Annnnddd yeaaaah. i can't really think of anything else to say haha. So that is all for now.